You feel exhausted, drained, and out of balance but you still drag yourself through life because you think “There is no other way”. You dread the day to come, so staying in bed is the highlight of your day. But even sleep isn’t a reprieve anymore.
There are days you feel like crying, and others like shouting. This isn’t what you had in mind. You are looking for answers on “Who am I really?” “What do I want?” and thoughts like “I’m not a good enough mom, partner, friend…” are clouding your mind.
You feel like you’re growing further away from your true self, your partner, certain friends and family. Maybe if you would go into hibernation this all would be over in no time.
All you want to be is that happy, sparkly, positive woman you once were. “Where the heck did she go right!?”